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-Hiding my identity sometimes feels like I'm purposely limiting my success, or not proud of what I'm doing. I hide behind the pseudonym to save myself from judgement, critique. Posting under a pseudonym "[quilime](http://quilime.com)" feels safe. I am trying to relax, be loose, and allow myself to be myself. I still vacillate -- I'm still in the process of realizing my own crippling judgement of myself is the hardest thing to shake. What a nasty, destructive, selfish force.
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